This day is such a fricken waste of time! I started my class at 9 as usual...but our chef wasn't here yet...so the chef who came in told us we weren't allowed to start cooking yet...so we got our mise en place all ready and was ready to start our soups at 10. We've now been on "break" for an hour. This is sooo lame.....I could totally be at home...doing the same thing...and I'm fricken PAYING for this...bull!

Today is Friday!!! I am sooo happy that this week is over! My mom's been at her new job training all week so my sisters and I have had to sleep at my dad's house. Let's just say that I did not enjoy that. For starters, my dad and I just do not get along. Secondly, I'm allergic to his house. Like no joke. So yeah. And now that the week is over mom comes home tonight and that means I FINALLY get to sleep in my own bed!!! :D You have no idea how excited I am for that. Well, I have my culinary class today. I don't know why, but I really haven't enjoyed it that much lately. I just like, don't want to go to class. Before I loved class! But what happened? I really don't know... And on top of that, I'm starting to realize that I don't have as many "true" friends as I thought I did. I mean, don't get me wrong, I LOVE and ADORE the friends I have, I just wish I had more closer, intimate friends. Friends who I can confide in. Friends I trust and who trust me. I've been praying for a lot of things recently. I kinda feel like my life is once again unraveling before my eyes. Once I start to really enjoy life, something goes wrong, something not according to planned. I'm so used to living by a list that when something does arise I get startled and begin freaking out. I've tried trusting in the Lord more and more these days, and so far it's been going pretty well. I'm still waiting for some answers. But for now, just having Him close to me and knowing He loves me and wants the best for me is enough.