My Day Today

So today is just another day full of college classes, soccer, and just pure bliss. Well, not really. I started the day off on a bad note. I woke up late, didn't get to eat breakfast, and then was super early for my first class. Which I guess I can't complain about since it's better to be early than late. My first class, which is psychology, went by extra slow today. I'm not sure why, but I found myself just staring off. I mean, I was listening, just super bored for some reason. I usually find that class quite entertaining.
So now it's 11:10 a.m. and I'm sitting in the computer lab at college just staring at the screen and writing this blog. I can tell already that this will be, in fact, a long day. I'm pretty sure that I'm getting sick with something. I'm not sure what it is. But I can feel it.
So anywho, I went to a meeting after church on Sunday about leadership. Since I lead a Kindergarten small group, I thought it would be a good idea to learn about different teaching styles. Well, I wasn't disappointed. I learned a lot about how to be a good leader adn even signed up for a monday night class. Which I'm still not even sure I can attend due to Soccer Season. But I promised myself I would do my best to get there.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about a certain subject. BOYS. I met this incredible guy and I'm perfectly content with being his friend. But I'm still not sure if I want us to be more than friends. I mean, pretty much all the boyfriends I've had (a whole 3) haha. were long distance relationships and they all ended in heartache. I don't know what God has in store for me, like why I happened to meet this guy. Was it because he's a Christian and I need Christian friends at this point in my life? Or is it something else? All these questions just keep surfacing and I can't seem to find an answer. When I do find an answer, I'm never certain if it's God talking to me or myself. I haven't learned how to tell the difference. I wish I had. I wish that someone had told me when I was younger how to know if it's God talking to you. I get so confused trying to decifer my thoughts from His.
Well, my brain is fried now, so I will end this post now.